Whole-body shiver
Feeling the need to apologise
Thinking and re-thinking everything I’ve done
Was it wrong? How should I know?
Should I try or simply let everything flow?
Like on instinct, without a plan
shrugging my worries off
Did I wash it? Did I turn everything off?
Is it going to hurt me if I don’t do this obsessive thing before?
Such a complicated way of living
Why not be carefree and just roll?
Like my brother, I could learn a lot from him
Brushing off what doesn’t work with him
not being as gullible as I’ve learned to do
You know, accepting everything as a possibility, not knowing where to draw a line
Believing everything, good or not that rad
No wonder such stress burdens my heart at times
*Whole-body-shiver* thinking about anxiety
“Just leave me alone!”
Peace would be a nice gift
Life, just send me some
A Lotus Grows in the Mud 